Get Out of the Norm

Loise Hay says all addiction is running from self. I am wondering does addiction come from first chakra and tribal connection or does it stem from 5th chakra and one not being able to communicate or feel heard?

I do not agree with this world’s assesment of addiction and once an addict always an addict. I also take aim with the idea that it is expected for one to do rehab more then once. Carolyn Myss said you can be addicted to tofu if your 6th and 4th chakra are not in sync.

I have had several addictions over the years. First there was smoking, then there was drinking. I stopped both on my own in actually a short amount of time. I do see less toxic things I still do that I have decided are addictions. I say less toxic in this worlds idea of what is toxic but in reality any addiction is toxic to self and soul.

Now, I must question what are these behaviors adding to my life? I believe we can be addicts to relationships, thoughts and family dynamics that no longer work. I believe all those who suffer any type addiction, which I consdier long term habits the same, as running from oneself or diming one’s light to fit into the tribe. At the ripe old age of 47 I am realizing I no longer want those dynamics in my life. I am the only one that can change them because I am the one who has allowed them.

In Metaphysical thought, I believe we must first figure out the why in a situation and then address from there. Without the leading and vision of God though, I don’t think it can change. We can change on the surface but not the deep place of the wound. As I become a little wiser and more understanding of the subconcious world this state of mind and physicality offers, I understand change requires going into the deep. Continue the journey of self through and you will becomes whole and no longer a narcissit. Why we are so blinded by denial is part of the egos scheme and world motto. Let go of the illusion face the hard truth and freedom will ensue.

Blessings, Lenny

“Anything in this world that you believe is good and valuable and worth striving for can hurt you, and will do so. Not because it has the power to hurt, but because you have denied it is but an illusion, and made it real. And it is real to you. It is not nothing. And through its perceived reality has entered all the hurt and harm, in sacrifice and death, has come to you. For no one can make one illusion real, and still escape the rest. For who can choose to keep the ones that he prefers, and find the safety the truth alone can give? Who can believe illusions are the same, and still maintain that even one is best?

The Course: The laws of healing

This was one of the worst movies I have ever seen. It is a DVD pick and gets no paws, dogs or stars.

I think the writer was trying to get the audience to have bleeding hearts towards the illegal immigrants and clap for the college rebels. It did the exact opposite! The story is based on one so old I am yawning already! The big bad white man only cares about money and will do whatever he has to for the big bucks. Now, the legal Mexican immigrants, in my mind, were the most nasty and vial and next to the big bad machine looked like Satan himself. Perhaps the point of the movie was all those in power are horrible people and only care about themselves and money? Thus, a liberal idea that I can’t stomach.

Don, the main character, works for a Mcdonald type establishment. He must go see the meat packing plant because there is rumor there is shit in the meat. He does investigate and finds out it is true but turns a blind eye. He does need the job and all!
Mexican illegals do the dirty work while the legal immigrants treat them worse then one treats a stray dog. I think we were suppose to feel bad for the illegals and how they are treated. You can’t get past the fact that their own kind are treating and using them the worst. This really creates a conflict, I think, of the story especially if you are suppose to hate the man and the machine. Or maybe the point was all are effected by the machine and once it gets its hold you just become ugly without any morals? There are two high school kids one is a creep and the other has lofty ambitions of leaving this crap town and going to college. She gets in with a bunch of college rebels that decide destructing private property will be a noble act.

In the end, there are no redemable characters. I hated the legal immigrants the most. It was a hopeless movie and I can never see a point to that kind of writing? The movie had miserable characters and miserable circumstances. There were several stars that had small parts like Bruce Willis and Avril. They couldn’t save it either. I can’t believe the hype it got at the time? Don’t waste your time

Big Dawg Lenny

Another bogus report seen on CNN today by Dr. Gupta. I think the section was called fat and cancer. Now, they don’t have many numbers and they aren’t really sure but…. obesity causes cancer. Isn’t that a great report? They aren’t sure, they don’t really have the numbers and they aren’t quite sure but here is Dr. Gupta on CNN telling us fat causes cancer. Hey, Dr. Gupta what does long term anorexia or bulimia cause? How come we aren’t hearing about those cancer stats, or stomach lining loss, or ruined teeth on one’s enamel due to all the throwing up? OH, thats right fat is the scourge of this planet, sorry I forgot! Why not just say obesity causes everything from an ingrown toe nail to phoney man made global warming.

Cancer is a horrible diesease no matter who you are. I have known several people with cancer sad to say; however, every last one of them was either too thin or average size. This was before they were diagnosed. I have not known one fat person that has had cancer, not one! Something stinks in fatpredj land!

You are considered obese, I think, if you are more then 25 pounds over weight. Again, if you work out, if your health stats are all in normal range there is no reason for someone in the medical field to be telling you to lose weight. Thus, the charade continues! We are all told we must look exactly the same and if you dare to have curves in this country you are a target for the fat police. Maybe they can make an island for those of us with curves and we can live like the leapors did. I mean it isn’t contagious but what if it was?! Lions, and tigers and bears oh my!

Lenny